I wrote a really personal post tonight, that took a lot of emotional energy out of me, and now it's 11 p.m. and I don't feel like I'm ready to post it yet. Like, not for a while. Possibly years. I've been in the position of not having anything to blog about plenty of times. I don't remember the last time I was in the position of knowing exactly what I wanted to blog about, having done so, and then feeling like it's not safe for me to post the piece I've written. This is a frustrating experience, in line with a constellation of frustrating-and-worse experiences directly relevant to the post I'm not publishing.
Basically, what I'm saying is, I did my blogging tonight. I'm not slacking off. I wrote a thing, and it's not going up but that doesn't mean it's not real. Or something.