Missed some meds

I ran out of one of my medications over the weekend, and was only able to get the refill today. It was my antidepressant, Bupropion. This is the first time I've ever actually missed doses of that before, and holy shit the withdrawal is way worse than the other ones. I was forgetting things, I slept for about 16 hours between last night and this afternoon, I had vivid nightmares, I'm haunted by flares of guilt, loneliness and fear.

I've been trying to think of something to blog about for about two hours now, but the exhaustion still hasn't really lifted and my brain can't string too many thoughts together in a row right now.